But with extra kalories in the body the harder training sessions I can do. For 4 days I have been eating a huge amount of extra calories but my sessions in the crossfit box and the gym has been absolutely crazy hard! And that’s good cause when I eat a lot I do not want mellow mediocre sessions. I want to push myself as hard as I possibly can and then a little bit harder again! I love the feeling of my heart almost bouncing out of my chest or when the shoulders gets so much lactic ascid that I can’t lift my arms over my head or when the legs gets like big logs…. That’s when I feel alive! I can feel every cell in my body… It’s my hole system working hard together as one unit. I look at my swollen belly after 4 days of abusing my body with food and wonder why I always fall in to the Christmas trap? Oh well, back on track – a week of really hard training is coming up!!! No excuses!!!